hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i actually wrote a post but its gone. oh wells. anyway it has been a good week :) and i guess im finally settling down in hall better now... and i joined smb! haha. dunno if its the right choice. esthers reaction scared me a bit. if its super tough i will KILL ming hann ok... yah but anyway in for a penny in for a pound and i guess tt if i dun go and try to make frens i never will ya :)

hmm qt an uneventful week la. sch has gone on as normal... OH! but i got new specs and they magically made me more studious! seriously. its wierd ok haha. i was like so attentive in class and i actually plan to become a mugger yay! haha. i have decided to try to swim twice a week and mug alot! yay. haha i hope the spec effect doesnt wear off hehs. i feel much more purposeful abt my life now than ever before haha. :) good good. thank God man. have really been feeling at abit of a loose end but He always ties my life back up for me! thanks so much Lord, without You i dunno wad im gonna do mannnn! muacks hehs. cant wait till i can give my daddy up there a big hug!

yay im dling one tree hill season 1!!! rocks haha. super nice show la ok. gosh... ooo. there was invisible war seminar today and i thot it was qt good. really i think we are not aware enough of the spiritual environment we are in in our daily lives and tt is actually the main battlefield! yah.

and well i really really prayed for you today. for the breakthrough and the peace to come into your life again. seeing u looking down is just making me sad too and i know that God will heal you and until He does i will keep praying for you ok... God is bigger than everything that you find yourself in!!! yeps. stay strong and keep the faith ok!

anyway i dunno man... feel qt wierd abt something haha. ok nvm. maybe just a beginning and an ending at the same time. i hope so anyway :s